In My head

A random minded girl from Indonesia who is interested in Korean Culture || A Korean Freak who's never been to Korea || A CNBLUE, UKISS, and Noona fan of D.O Kyungsoo of EXO || A Liverpool's supporter || A girl who wants to adopt a minion and having a huge crush with Rukawa Kaede from Slam Dunk anime || A Harry Potter freak || I LOVE MY COUNTRY <3
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Halo…it’s been so long since my last post….i only come here whenever my shoulders feel heavy. Coz i’m a trash can which needs to be emptied. Ibarat Kasarnya, Tong sampah yang butuh tempat sampah lagi yang lebih besar buat nampung isinya yang udah nggak ketampung. Since i don’t want to bother anyone else, so i’m just going to write it here……

How’s my life so far? It’s changed a lot….i finally become a teacher , a job that i actually want to avoid but here i am….working as a teacher haha…but i’m not regret it at all. I’ve met a lot of new people, got a lot of new experiences and many people say that i look more confident lately since i become a teacher. Thank you for all the compliments, i really appreciate it.
However, since i grow up and i get older, i just realised that things start to change. Life’s getting harder….at least for me. I’ve been trying to be a good listener to all of my friends and i’m still trying even untill right now. However at one point i realised that, i’ve never being listened by anyone else (or maybe it’s just me who’s being too sensitive) i don’t know…i really don’t know…..

Many of my friends trying to be a good listener for me and i really appreciate it…but, i always feel that it’s always me who ended up listen to their problems….i don’t know…i really don’t know and i really hate myself for being like this.

It’s like myself keeps telling me that i can handle everything by myself but deep down inside i realised i can’t being like this for the rest of my life…..i want people to listen to me…i want them to hear my story and why i’m being like this…i want them to understand me before they judge me based on what i do, what i say and what i post on social media…..However, on the other side i also realised that i can’t make everyone understand me…no matter what i do, what i what i say and what i post on social media, i will always being judged by the others….

I’m sorry for being selfish lately….i’m just an ordinary human. I have my limit. I’m only a trash can which needs to be emptied when it gets full… :’)

" I’ll gather my hands and pray So that my heart can be delivered

I believe it, I dream, that just like a fairy tale A dazzling world will come before us If I dream, if I see it, I’ll become happy I believe in miracles, I will always wait for a Happy ending” (Happy Ending, by Shin Jihoon)

i-ate-hannibal:

awkwardlara:

i was expecting this to end in death and sadness and now i’m pleasantly surprised that was adorable

yes oh my god, me too, i thought they were going to find him shot and skinned or something but yay

(via nazalea)

889desu:

After watching “Reply1994”,
I want to find “my own Chilbong”.
I want to love and be loved by someone like Chilbong.
I won’t take his family issue lightly.
I won’t forget his birthday.
I won’t take him for granted.
I want to create a miracle with someone like Chilbong. ;_;

;____; <3

super-sooyoung:

Yoo Yeon Seok + The North Face for High Cut

adorkableparker:

I guess some of us were like Chilbong in the past to have a unrequited love… 

So some of us want Chilbong to end up with his love. 

Thank you Answer Me staff for having another amazing drama! The ending really caught me off guard

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you can never go wrong with that face.

homzom:

I feel a bit broken about Chibonggie

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I know it all ends okay  but seeing him crying at the baseball park made my heart break

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I’m sorry guys, I just loved his character so much

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watchwithjoo:

I’m going to address this question that some viewers have posed: Why is Bingguere not gay?! I have read through Tumblr and realised that some have been rather angry at how the production crew have trolled them into believing that Bingguere was gay, and even with the red car as a trolling tool, thinking that Bingguere would end up with JoonHee (Reply1997) in the end. I too, thought that Bingguere could possibly be gay at the start, but I wasn’t certain. It was only when I watched Episode 16 and saw Joon Hee again that I realised (and certain) that Bingguere was not gay, and his relationship with Trash was just pure senior-junior or rather brothers.

What we already know: Joon Hee is gay. If we look carefully at this mere less than a minute on interaction between Joon Hee and Yoon Jae, we can tell that Joon Hee is very awkward and uncomfortable around Yoon Jae. Look at his facial expressions - he’s stiffened up, unable to look at Yoon Jae in the eye, and even stoning such that he didn’t even reply when Yoon Jae called his name twice. It’s the same if you compare his reactions to Na-jung’s! She was all shy and uncomfortable and not talking when Trash Oppa was hugging her in the first few episodes.

But we never saw that in Bingguere. Bingguere’s actions were ambiguous…..Click on above link to read more ^_^ Like and reblog if you enjoyed it!

reshapes:

(via girasules)